I can still feel your tears touching my face
The last words you said still echo in my head
The sight of you turning your back and leave
Hearing you cry as you leave for the last time
I remember the hours I lied on the bed crying
How the sun turned dark, the air was poisoned
The days I walked around like a man on death row
Everything ceased to mean and I watched the rain
It swept the time away but couldn't sweep you
I can hardly smell your scent anymore, I miss you
Hi,
I know you don't know me, and I don't know you, but I know you're beautiful. When you walk into a room, it lights up, as if the sun is in your eyes.
You are strong. As strong-minded, and as strong-willed as God himself. No matter what challenge you face, know you can face it head on, without fear.
You are perfect. Whoever you are, whoever you love, it's perfect. Whoever is in your heart, is lucky; and those who have you in their lives, they are blessed.
Know that with each day, you will grow stronger still, and nothing anyone says can bring you down. You are loved, and if you think that's not true, know that I love you. All of the cr
Current Residence: Abq. New Mexico Favourite genre of music: Hardcore, Death Metal...etc. MP3 player of choice: Ipod. Fo Sho. Personal Quote: Talent hits a target no one else can hit, Genius hits a target no one else can see.
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
Animosity, Suicide Silence, TTEOTD, Arsonists Get All The Girls, Misericordiam etc...yeah.
Other Interests
.music.music,music. oh, and photography...and art. yeah.
as an apology of sorts.
I figured you'd care to see it and possibly decode it.
Guilt and self disgust is whats brought upon me. You're clever. I could never make a fool of you. I've hurt you and I am forever apologetic. The loudest I can be sincere, in silence. Drowning in my own remorse. Under surface in silence. Perfect human, emotion; projection. Trust me, the vomiting feeling is mutual and I am stuck with this burden as long as it burns you. I'm at a loss for words when it comes to describing the extremes you bring our conversations too. Could you believe I'm at a loss of breath when I dream of you? Capable of fearing a being I've never
are things nobody else that I want wants.
I want to be CRAZY about someone
and have them be even crazier about me.
I want to love him with my heart and soul and face and hands and eyes and tears and kisses and glances and grasps.
I want to be friends that joke and laugh and play and lovers that create sweaty passionate unique and heartfelt delicious love with each other.
I just want my one.
just.MY.one.
I KNOW I am young.
but its what I want.
and what I need.
Lately I've been doing a lot of searching and failing,
alot of reaching and falling.
with nothing to show for it except a blacker heart.
I feel hopeless.
and I don't want